I’m not gonna make it
happiness is vacant
saw you the other night
now i’m on another planet h

I’m not gonna make it
happiness is vacant
saw you the other night
now i’m on another planet

you shape shift
you move quick
whose that?
my replacement
I’m losing my patience
fuck this world
I hate it

you break shit
you broke me
broke my heart
you'r poisoning everything

so dont simply walk away
yeah you know you ruine everything

I know you
love to see me go insane

I been doing my own thing
tryna find some peace of mind
I been tryna find a way
just to leave the past behind
I cant do it
yeah I'm clueless

these dreams,
I try to pursue it
I just do it
your just clueless
to just what I'm tryna prove to the world

I got all these dreams
you can take nothing from me
I swear i got me on my own
you can't understand that
so girl leave me alone
and I walk
far away
i will never let the world change
I'll do my thing
I'll keep it rockin
fuck with me I'll body bag em in a coffin

I swear you didn't know me
baby I'm so lonely
you just try to change me
but you didn't really know me
now I'm on my own
gotta stay strong
never fold

been digging my own grave
I knew you would never change
complicated MY ways
make me prove any lie your cold lips ever lied.

Im losing my way//pain ruling my brain/
Release of the ink on the stage to do away with this rage/
The way i gentalmenly displayed //who could stay in my lane/
You aint seeing my aim//so when i see them i aim/

Im losing my way//pain ruined brain/
Release on the ink on the stage to do away with this rage/
The way i Shine//who could survive in my mind/
You aint seeing my brain//so when you see them EYE aim/

Bang//kiss kiss bang//wish i could sing/
To better delivering the angst//
Keeping my head up a waste/
Shit be heavy to think//lyrics i make have a impossible weight/
Feeling like I have to wait//for you, the fame, the pay, the mentality of a home on te range /

Know that The {I},seemingly robotic, my a.i.
loading emotions but slowy/
Barely a person,
the valley
the uncanny
when wise got emoting to show/
But you saw the wave thought the prize was an ocean/
I remember you wet//biting your lip/
At the size of the boat//then you decided to notice/
Every imperfection in me//yeah you were broken too but chose too focus on Past Pain.
Cant give directions with a gps thats so weak/
you had hidden my heroine, coke,
I was a feinding,
oding
you came with the save/

Daily an alien work to commute from a planet that I never knew/
But you made it real
built a castle and stayed/
Made me a slave/
/now im breaking the chains/
But im stuck with your link/LILU/too crazed to say im insane/
My Armor was built with a chink/
In back for a blade/
Missing the days that had passed/
Attention ,
I paid,
she played,
she laughs all the way to the bank/

all while i backspaced and left this page blank,
and empty white page. full of invisible Pain.